Something going on in the ghost zone…..we’ve come back to college now but it looks like we’ll have to go back home because Dani’s called and told us she may need Team Phantoms help……well okay she said she needs Danny to go into the ghost zone with her but I’ll be doing something helpful too god dammit!!!!!!
So here is an update on my weekend;
I spent Friday with Danny and Tucker just hanging around our old haunts, we even went to the mall which was weird, but we had a good day and decided to have an early Easter feast so we bought a ton of discount eggs and ate till we were about to throw up. All in all a good day but when I got home dad wanted to speak to me in private; he said mom was having a really hard time at the minute with me being away at college she was feeling a little lonely and that perhaps some girl time might be nice and that I should try little harder to make her happy, I decided not to argue and to maybe just try it for the weekend. And I went full out! I wouldn’t usually do stuff like that but I just wanted to see if she would treat me like something other than an embarrassment for once.
She was stunned and was so happy that she was even dancing around the house, it was amazing my old blonde wig and some of the horrible clothes she was constantly buying me and she was like a whole new mother. That night I invited Danny round for tea, needless to say my parent still don’t like or trust him but I just wanted to see how they would act now that I was being the perfect daughter for a day. It was awkward as hell. They were rude to Danny.
“It’s nice that you’ve stayed together but really at this age you don’t want to tied down to one another” she’s said with a pointed look at me.
After dinner Danny wanted to know what I was doing. So I told him the plan and honestly he just looked sad.
“This isn’t you, I know who you are Sam and I love that person, if they can’t love you for being yourself then you shouldn’t try to make them love you for being someone you’re not”
He was right so the next day I went back to being myself, I dressed up nice because it was a fancy day and all but the day was pretty much ruined by moms crying and arguing.
She can’t stand the real me apparently, but there isn’t anyone I would rather be!
I’ve been staying at the Fentons since, they’re more of a real family to me than the Mansons ever will be.
And today Mother decided to take me to one of her ridiculous garden parties, in an attempt to remind me “what civilisation looks like”
I think being at college with people like me and having everyone accept me for the way I am has made me soft. It was awful and worse than just being terrible and boring I never felt so judged in all my life. And Mom was obviously so embarrassed…..
I cannot wait until I get out of this place
"I’m heading over to see Dani, you wanna come or are you bonding with you Mom?" Said Danny’s crackly voice on the phone this morning.
"I’m coming" was my immediate response.
So we proceeded to break into Casper High and stalk Dani for the rest of the day! She’s doing an extra credit program for the more promising teens this week which is why she’s still in school.
She was happy to see me but Danny was getting a little bit older brother protective of her; and by that I mean he froze some guy she was talking to who was, and I quote “a punk”
My boyfriend everybody………….so cool!
So here starts my week in hell! We’ve got no classes this week and like I mentioned Mom wanted me to come home for a visit and for some reason we have done. Danny’s going to spend some time with his parents and Tuckers gone for a family visit too which means for know i’m on my own.
And from the moment I arrived Mom’s been criticising me. This is going to be a rough week and for some reason it’s actually starting to get to me. I honestly think my mom will never accept me for who I am…..
Hay Guys Sam here wow thinks are getting hectic around here as if college deadlines and ghost drama weren’t enough, my parents want me to come home for a week to spend some “quality time together” i think they’re hoping college will have change me……needless to say i’m more slammin then ever but i don’t think thats what they’re expecting…….time to beg and plead with the boys to come home with me